I'm gathering you're working with a psychiatrist- or will be in the very near future if you do get final confirmation that you are bipolar or wish to see one for evaluation of being bipolar?

I'm a bit perplexed at the part where it says you were diagnosed 4 days ago and aren't on meds. Is that because at this stage it only remains a "possibility" and is not a confirmed diagnosis as of yet?

If it does turn out to be a diagnosis of bipolar you can certainly discuss with your psychiatrist which kind of bipolar you have as there are a few categories.

Your intense attraction and then sudden repulsion of this girl could be due to a number of reasons.

It would be hard for me to speculate if I don't know if you're saying you have bipolar or not.