Most of us have fantasies regardless of our relationship status.....you know that your attraction to an angel can be be nothing but fantasy, so there's no harm in having a real life relationship. Both can co-exist once you realize there's nothing to actually be guilty about. Besides you love the 'idea' of this angel rather than the angel himself - you can't do anything else because, regardless of whether the angel is real, you don't know them and most likely never will. So how is it really cheating anyway?

It sounds like you've rushed into this new relationship, please allow yourself time to get to know them. It's good that they're not pressurizing you to do more than what you're comfortable with. I would encouarge caution with webcam interaction too - bare in mind what you're sharing if you don't want anything to appear on the internet without your consent.

Other than that, just enjoy your new companionship and respect the fact that your new boyfriend probably has fantasies and mental 'loves' that he hasn't shared with you either. Best of luck.