Thanks, surprisingly I have done pretty good up until this week.

Yesterday when my Professor gave me a low grade for a paper I worked so hard in, I lost it. I had a meltdown in front of him and cried and he was really rude to me about it.

I couldnt stop crying and I left and cried in my car driving home. When I got home I started bingeing on food.

Afterward I felt sick and then hated myself for it.

I know it means I am not doing good.