hey man

u do have a job .......called getting yourself to a better place

as for work and all that at some point u can go back to work hopefully that is the goal u set for yourself ........i was never able to fit in longest i ever held a job was 10 months

if u are in money issues ....or looks like it be a fairly long time before u can get back to work u should apply for SSI bi polar is one of the conditions that allows u to apply

this way u atleast have some funding coming in so u can get better and not worry about being homeless or hungry while getting the head fixed up .........applying for it will take time up to 18 months before they approve or denied yah (the good part is when u apply if they say yes u get money from the time u applied so that first check is pretty large if u have waited along time )