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Originally Posted by zigmund1313
I feel mostly like a girl but am physically a guy but im not sure what I am I just dont know what I want to be. trying to write this is kind of hard and confusing for me. I told my dad I was trans and he kind of played it off but he is a very hard person to deal with. (hates gay people is racist) and he somehow made me feel more like a guy im just not sure anymore. I think that if I was given the opertunity to run away, go into identity protection, and get all the operations I would, but I know thats probably never going to happen due to money and other stuff. Im just confused on what my gender is. does anybody have any opinions or questions, I really want to find out... im 15 by the way.
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From a practical point of view it is good you are aware of your inner leanings. It is confusing. Society says you are man or you are woman when we are really emotions and logic of both.
From what you say about your dad, he doesn't want to know. He will probably let you go on being who you are, but confronting him is something he is not ready for from what you say.
Big goal is to get to 18. Once you are 18 and have your HS diploma you can get a job and try to find a way to support yourself. If you aren't in a crisis on the outside, don't make one. Teen years are confusing. Give it time and you will get to know yourself better.