When I think about having good self esteem it just doesn't seem like I would be myself. I don't know if it's because I just feel comfortable having a low image of myself? I actually don't remember ever having self confidence before... Even when I was really young. I always viewed myself negatively. I know none of this is a good thing... But I was just wondering if anyone was the same way? And how do you actually get yourself to change your self esteem if you don't even really want to?