Perhaps I should consider the question 'do I need to be doing 'something' with my life'? and what that even means. Am I not doing anything with my life just because I don't have a job or career prospects...still attempting to experience life and learn from it I guess, doing what I can to get by and enjoy moments. As for the disability income, well sucks that is something people can judge me on but if they do then I don't have to continue interacting with them.