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Hello dear Coolbeans. I'm glad that you've decided to come here and reach out because you obviously DO need some help and guidance for sure. I sooooo understand every single word you said, because I am, and have been addicted to food for the last 33 years and what's more I still am. It doesn't matter what the addiction is, because the end result is nearly always the same. Either you think you are loosing your mind or you think you're the only one in the world with this problems. It makes you want to isolate and is depressing, not to mention that it's phyically damagingng. I've been at each extreme of the weight span, hospitalised due to anorexia, then bulimia and then suicide bids because those problems got SOOO outta hand. I've had a lot of therapy, DBT and STEPPS (I have BPD) many it did help somewhat. You really need to see if you can get help, even if that help isn't especially for ED's, it still would help hunny. Do come back and let us know how you get on. HUGS again. Xxxxx
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