I dunno. I am in a similar situation except I am on appeal for disability. I have paid in for 36 years but the depression has gotten so bad in recent years I just can't hang. so here I am waiting forever to get a hearing not even knowing if I will win. Relying on family in the mean time. It's difficult. It's the whole topic of therapy each time.
You are allowed to earn up to a certain amount of money each month. I would say try to figure out how to do that on the side when you are in the better periods.
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Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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