Hi,
After gaining 15 pounds, I have had it with my weight. I am not really over weight that much, but don't like the way I look and feel.

Anyway, last Friday I went out to eat and ate a TON. When I got home, because I felt so sick and full, I went upstairs and made myself throw up. I instantly felt better. (Even though the act itself is gross).

Well, I have done it every day since then. Sometimes twice a day. And once I decided to do it, I eat anything I want knowing I am going to toss it.

Is this how people start to become bulimic or anorexic? Or am I just going through a phase? I don't want to keep doing it, but it seems like such an easy fix. I am a little worried. I have an addictive personality.....I am a recovering alcoholic and pill popper. So, I know this is dangerous territory. Why can't I just exercise like a normal person who wants to lose weight? That thought alone makes me sick. I am pretty lazy physically.

Thanks to all.
Nellie



"This too shall pass"