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Old Nov 23, 2014, 11:51 AM
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Originally Posted by persevere View Post
Thanks, surprisingly I have done pretty good up until this week.

Yesterday when my Professor gave me a low grade for a paper I worked so hard in, I lost it. I had a meltdown in front of him and cried and he was really rude to me about it.

I couldnt stop crying and I left and cried in my car driving home. When I got home I started bingeing on food.

Afterward I felt sick and then hated myself for it.

I know it means I am not doing good.
After my best friend died a long time ago, I started missing tons of work and all my savings had to go to paying taxes (like $10,000!). Sometimes you just have to give yourself time to grieve even if you do things that aren't in your plans. I'm so sorry you're going through this.
Thanks for this!
persevere