I dunno, growing up scares me. I sometimes I'd wish I can go back to being 15 year old.
I hated any new changes, it may be that, I've never been able to enjoy a present. Always thinking about past, but 3 years ago I remember correctly just enjoying what I'm doing and never cared about a thing called "clock" but now i feel like i just check it everytime and amazed (in a bad way) about how time goes by so fast.