I'm beginning to see that circumstances can very well cause depression, suppression, oppression and the like in me. My latest therapist saw complex PTSD and GAD with associated insomnia but that is all. I find this extremely refreshing as I agree with this. All of my diagnoses stem from childhood abuse and the fallout from that. It is never too late to address issues even if they occurred a long time ago. I want to be productive again so we will see.