I am sorry to hear it went so badly! It sounds like that would have made me do the same thing. It's a time when you need so much support. And when I go without sleep, I get even more emotional, so I understand that you need to rest first. It takes me a few days to "catch up" after going a night without any sleep. I'll be thinking of you.... {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{itsjustme}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}