Calming Ocean, sorry you are frustrated. I have not had the experience.

But here is something you could try if you are interested.
Quizzes to see if you have tendencies for PTSD or Bipolar
PTSD Screening Quiz - Psych Central

Bipolar Screening Quiz | Psych Central

If you go at it with a sincere and honest attitude and don't try to slant the results the way you want it will be a fairer assessment of tendencies, NOT a diagnosis