hehe. Thanks Ink; funny when I read this. I have been going for a least 2 months with almost no sleep. Total insomnia. I dont think that I did the wrong thing by leaving; actually I feel that I stood up for myself and spoke my mind for a change. Thats what my family doctor said; kind of funny but he said that I have not had a voice for so long and he is proud of me for standing up for myself and what I believe in. I felt so much better after speaking with him and he kept telling me that he will never let me down. He truly feels that we can work through this and he will do whats needed to help get me there. So I feel not to bad right now. hehe.

justy