If you've read my posts over the last few months you will know that I've gone from depressed, to anger, to despair, etc etc. I seemed to have had a total breakdown about 2 weeks ago.
Anyway, way back in August the tip off of this entire thing was the decision to re-do my kitchen. I tore down a wall, took all cabinet doors off etc. Then once depression set in I didn't touch it again.
2 weeks ago my lamictal was upped and I was put on lithium. Almost right away my mood increased. I started my kitchen again and painted all cabinets, ordered new flooring, spent hours looking at furniture and trying to decide on paint colors. This decorating has consumed all my thoughts. With this new energy and good spirits I have started working out again, am happier at work and home, but I am obsessed over remodel and buying stuff I really don't have the money for.
Should I just enjoy the good feeling? Is this just a normal excitement after coming out of 4 months of depressed hell?
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BP II
--200 mg lamictal---900mg lithium---.5 xanax
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