I finally understand where I truly belong-----no where.

No matter how hard you try, how much you give, whether you do the right thing, it is never enough---it seems it is never right.

I feel drained and exhausted.

I know that what I feel is not important, there isn't time anymore, there isn't any answers.

I feel I want to run. Run as far away from everyone as I can. Just forget I even exist to a world that no matter what you do it is never enough or good enough.

I am not worthy. Not worthy of anything---even life itself.

They made that very clear. I can hear them as though they are standing right in front of me.

And their voices are screaming so loud I just feel----lost.

Just................unworthy and belonging no where.

That is how I feel. And............

no one