Struggling right now with some physical pain stuff-bleh I feel really fatigued but did drag out of bed today-& I've posted some things here-haven't been sleeping well which makes me feel super crabby-double bleh. So far I've held off the depression that I feel is lurking close by-my husband invited some friends over tomorrow & I just don't know what he was thinking-I can barely get out of bed & he invites people over-grrrrrrrr not helpful. I'm weighing my options & right now locking myself in the bedroom with a book seems like my best plan-oh yeah & Thursday is Thanksgiving yay I get to cook all day-wish I could take my book to a deserted island.