Hello kaleymarie97: I know what you're writing about here. I've always been uncomfortable out in public. I've also always been phobic about public speaking! Getting through a public speaking class in college (which was a required class) was traumatic to say the least. And it hasn't gotten allot better as I've aged either.

There are programs that work with people to help desensitize them to things such as being out in public. I would think that it might make sense for you to check into something like this. You still have your entire adult life ahead of you. You don't want to spend it struggling to feel comfortable out amongst other people.

My best wishes to you...