Ah, you should have been in the bad marriage I was in...for the last 13 years that I was living in the same house, I was living in my own bedroom. When it's your choice to leave because of the damage they have done to you....it makes it a lot easier to LOVE sleeping by yourself...

But if you do enjoy cuddling.....I would suggest getting a dog or a cat. I have a dog that loves to curl up right next to my back.......& in the morning she puts her paw on my face to make sure she gets her morning loving.........honestly....for me, my dogs are the best partners I ever had & I would share my bed with a dog long before I EVER would share it with a man again.....a dog would hurt you emotionally like a man is capable of doing.....their loving is totally unconditional.