I stay as farrrrrrr away from my family as I can - I find I have a better relationship with them knowing that I'm not WITH them.
I was living in another country from a while until my visa ran out. Ended up not being able to stay where I was planning to and had to move home with my parents. I spent about 6 months oversears having panic attacks at the prospect of living with my family again.
I started medication about a year and a half ago. I haven't been back to see them and don't know when I will, because I am absolutely terrified that they'll find my meds.
So yeah... living arrangements can either be super helpful or totally damaging. I'm sorry you're stuck with that right now
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