Can you explain this post? It sounds like you're making negative assumptions from one phrase that I wrote, accusing me of defeating my own purpose, and then saying it would make an excellent post for a particular forum. If just one mention of something I'm working on makes you feel I'm trying too hard and defeating myself, why on Earth would I write another post about it so you could accuse me of something else? Why on Earth would you even say anything critical about someone's commitment to happiness?