Hm, well, so, I started playing soccer when I was around 4 or 5 years old? And it was my life, completely. I loved it and lived it. Well of course I got many injuries but I'd always get back after a few weeks or so. Well I was just recovering from bruising a bone in my knee and I started playing again. Apparently my knee wasn't strong enough yet and I dsiclocated my knee cap really bad. When everyone was crowding around me on the field (while we waited for an ambulance) people told me how their daughter does that all the time and I'll be playing agian in a few weeks. Yeah, I've never played since. But it's just completely traumatized me like I can't let anybody touch my knees, like I just can't. I can't talk about or even think about it without bursting into tears. This happened 3 years ago now and it still won't stop. Like I've just been sitting here bawling my eyes out the entire time I've wrote this. Can anybody help? I'd really appreciate any advice. I just want to be able to be normal again.