Hi!
Welcome, sorry to hear you are having so much depression right now. I am Bi polar 1 and know how the down times are really difficult. I do hope you find help and support here. I have found support and help here. They tell me my Bi polar is as under control as it can be right now.
Hope you are able share more soon on how you are feeling over time. There are really alot of nice people here.
Best wishes and welcome.
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~KRIS~
If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!