no idea... maybe because the holidays are coming up. tried to get a session in with her this week, but I have not heard back from her and the agency closes early tomorrow (I want to say noon?) and will be closed through next week... I was hoping to at least have heard back from her so I could ask what's next (so I can plan), and ask if we can shuffle times for next week. I have something else to do in that part of town and don't want to have to drive all the way back there 4 hours after I leave T (too much gas and travel time)... I think there was a third thing I wanted to ask her, but I can't remember what. Oh, I was going to ask permission to call her on her alternate number for scheduling purposes only (her vm not working at the office she never goes back to anymore makes things tough when trying to contact her).

I dunno. I had hoped I called in time yesterday to hear back from her, but aparently not (or the message didn't get to her). She poked all sorts of holes in my defenses the last time we spoke, so it's kinda ****** to be going 2 weeks now without a session and without a reliable way to get in contact with her about anything at all.

I think the holidays are getting to me already, and all the upcoming changes and reminders of unfavorable situations. :shrugs: I dunno... pms doesn't help, nor does the insomnia. :/