I got in my car and there was a guy sitting in the passenger seat. He told me where to drive and was stroking my leg as we drove
When we arrived he suggested we get in backseat where he proceeded to go down on me and asked if I was enjoying it - I made some sort of moan or noise but no clear answer
He then asked if I wanted him to have sex and I don't recall saying anything and then he did and then he went back to fingering and said he was going to make me orgasm
When he had he left

I had spoken to him once online only and he knew of previous abuse I don't know if I wanted this and now just feel bad or if he manipulated me and abused me or what