today was one of the worst days EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cried most of the day but my friends were there and some of the bullies last year were there and said sorry that made me feel better and basketball was awesome and im sooooo sore ugggggg im still kinda upset i just wanted to go back to the hospital it was that bad and i didnt want to live anymore and people were like you are an amazing person you cant do that to your self or us im glad i have support but does anyone feel like they dont want live anymore it happens alot with me and i dont know what to do can u guys help me?????????