I have become very calm, everything seems to be moving in slow motion, it's like I am watching someone else.. not sure if I like this or not..all meaning all desire all feeling is just gone,,I am just here,,what or why not it does not matter,,no sui just don't seem to have any feeling at all...long weekend coming up it's my second aniversity of my ip and I will be very alone.. thanks for any good thoughts you could send my way....