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Old Nov 25, 2014, 11:58 PM
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Hey y'all. I can't believe I'm about to write this but I've been insanely angry/bordering on rage since this afternoon when I went to see my douschebag of a PCP. I went in for 2 refills on meds both of which he's prescribed before. Sooooooooo, I saw no problem. Well, needless to say I was wrong. He refused to give me my birth control. I nearly stormed out without my stuff when his assistant who had just broke the news to me asked if I was taking my stuff. I went back in the room and got my stuff and walked out. Needless to say he was right at the door when I turned around to walk out asked if I wanted to talk and I said get out of my fu**ing way and left. I was having "visions" of seriously hurting both of them, so I knew I had to get outta there with my impulse control issues. Though I don't think I'd have managed any serious harm.

Anyone else have issues with their anger and impulses? Or maybe this issue is entirely different from bipolar?

Thanks all for being so wonderful.

~~delusionsdaily~~

My med regime:
AM:
500mg Depakote ER
150mg Seroquel
PM:
1,000mg Depakote ER
150mg Seroquel