Recently i felt a little better because i met this gorgeous girl online. We went on date and i thought it was great, we had so much in common, were laughing and smiling all the time. But i guess she didn't find me as attractive as she expected. She became a little cold online, not really eager to meet me again. She didn't declined my offer yet, so there is still hope. Anyway, i feel like im losing the only hope to get better. Like i got proof that i wont ever attract any girl that better than my ex. This is heavy feeling.