(((((((((((((((((((((Bronee))))))))))))))))))))

sweety, remember he is the past and this is the present.....he can no longer physically hurt you.....but now its time to let him stop mentally and emotionally hurting you....this will be hard to do but i am here for you PC is here for you...and i know your friends there are there for you....the first stepping stone is communication and realization...and i think you have done both right now in this post...the next step would be well to get this feelings out...understand them ....and learn how to cope and respond healthfully and appropriately....id suggest drawing a tight support group around you and perhaps maybe more frequent trips to your T ....and maybe this could be the beginning of the end? I am here for you no matter what my twing...playing our theme song all the time.....24 hours a day ...7 days a week.....sometimes it will be just a cardboard cut out of me ....cuz you dont expect me to stand there that whole time....id probably collapse from all that barney....let me tell you......but if you need something other than the cardboard cutout...you know where i live....you know where i am at...
love always and forever...inny your TWINg