I don't know what to do.
I have just applied through UCAS to universities for English literature. I am predicted A*A*A, and got AAB at AS level, thus I have to get at least AAA to get into any unis I applied for. I have no offers yet, but at this rate, I can't see myself getting AAA. My attendance is at 70%, and I am becoming worse every day. I am finding it so difficult to concentrate, be motivated to work or even get up in the morning. I just came off medication because I felt it was making me less intelligent.
I don't know if I can go on with this year, I don't even know if I can cope with university. I can't see myself being better before my exams or before next year when I start a really intense course.
I have also applied to do art foundation, which would be less stressful, but I'd feel like a failure - I am an academic, high standards etc. I don't even know if I'll get in, I'm better at English than Art. Although I think they would be more complacent if I dropped out of the rest of this year.
Please help. I could go through this year and come out with ABB or something but I'd be upset with that for the rest of my life.
Thanks guys.
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