Its not about taste. I think i am truly unattractive person. There are too much flaws in my personality that i can't fix at the moment. The thing is - i tried really hard with her, i did my best, i showed her my most good qualities (without lying about anything) and did a great job to hide my worst. And still it wasnt enough to attract her. And its hard to understand my mistakes, i was pretty confident and made her laugh a lot, touched her a few times and it looked like she liked it. Maybe i should have kissed her, but i thought it too soon for 1st date. I don't know what is so repulsive about me. I hate myself so much right now. And this feeling can't be a reason, because i didn't show her it in any way, as i said i was extremely positive and confident the entire time.