Hi. Is it possible for alters to be cautious to try and prevent the host from knowing that they occasionally use the body? I score high on all the DID criteria except for loss of consciousness. But today I started recalling all the unusual comments people have made to me over the years. I'm the very timid type so I rarely confront people, but it's bothered me how so many people I've known or worked with have said things to me out of the blue. Like this guy at work looked at me with intense eyes and called me satan! It just blew me away. Another thing, for years I've mentioned to my friends how nearly every friend I've had will suddenly not like me and I can't figure it out. Yes I should have asked them. Maybe I was too afraid to know. That's not all. Many times I've awaken from sleep to find myself outside in the middle of the night or somewhere. About a dozen times while in the shower I suddenly notice cuts on my body, like one to 4 inch long cuts that are bleeding and I have no conscious memories of cutting myself. I guess it's possible that I lost consciousness since I often find myself far off in deep thought unaware of my surroundings, especially in the shower.

I hear voices and have what seem to be alters. There's a motherly figure who's nice and caring to me. There's a lady who's in love with me and wants to marry me, but since I don't want it she will often get furious with me, like once a week and say hateful things. Then there's this boy from India who's like Satan he's so evil. His words alone has almost got me to commit suicide several times. Also I have several doctors who try to help me, give me shots and perform surgery on me when I'm really bad. Yes I can actually feel it when they work on me, and it works. Then there's a famous scientist who used to tell me all kind of things. He wanted me to do some experiments, but I declined. So I haven't heard from him in awhile.

So is there any way to find out if I have alters? Can a professional psychiatrist force the alters to come forward if I have any? Thanks, I appreciate it!


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