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Old Nov 26, 2014, 11:29 AM
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Originally Posted by Mefisto View Post
Its not about taste. I think i am truly unattractive person. There are too much flaws in my personality that i can't fix at the moment. The thing is - i tried really hard with her, i did my best, i showed her my most good qualities (without lying about anything) and did a great job to hide my worst. And still it wasnt enough to attract her. And its hard to understand my mistakes, i was pretty confident and made her laugh a lot, touched her a few times and it looked like she liked it. Maybe i should have kissed her, but i thought it too soon for 1st date. I don't know what is so repulsive about me. I hate myself so much right now. And this feeling can't be a reason, because i didn't show her it in any way, as i said i was extremely positive and confident the entire time.
Oh darlin! Don't be so hard on yourself! There's a lid for every pot! She's out there, and you'll find her! Everyone who comes into our lives is either a blessing, or a lesson. The right one will love, accept, and appreciate you for being you! Those who walk out of our lives were never meant to be there to begin with. Don't hate yourself because we love you! ♡♡
Thanks for this!
Mefisto