I am unhappy, I don't know why, things have been going better than usual for me, I think I should be happy. but there's just 'something' missing, and It's not love or company. There is emptiness in me. I never asked to be born.

I'm worried because I don't see things getting any better for me, I fear it's gonna get worse with age until it all comes to an end for me. I cried a little earlier today for no reason whatsoever. Why? I had an afternoon nap like usual, I woke up and I cried for like 5 minutes, I'm kind of scared. all I know is that I never asked to be born.