hi bnorty
it sounds to me that you weren't really an active participant in what was going on here, that you were taken advantage of by someone who knew your history. it is really important to be careful about who you talk to online, what you reveal about yourself and keeping yourself safe by only meeting in public places. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome