You say the things you're doing aren't good enough. Good enough for who?

It sounds like there's an expectation that's been instilled in you that you're trying to live up to. Do you're parents expect the best out of you and you're afraid of letting them down or maybe you're afraid of letting yourself down?

You've obviously had labels put on your that you're afraid of not living up to. Everyone says you're a good writer and you're trying to live up to that label. Accept the compliment, but don't let it define you.