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Originally Posted by brokenentity
I just noticed that too.
My posts can be a mess, Half-way through my post, I must have forgotten I had already written that part about not wanting to be born. So I must have written it again.
I start off writing huge walls of text, only to delete most of it out of guilt, sometimes my threads can be incoherent or repetitive.
As for the emptiness, I don't know. I feel like I want something and I don't really know what this something is.
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Per the part of not wanting to be born, I was speaking to more about what inside you makes you feel that way. It's no accident (at least I don't think so) that that cropped up twice in your post. Might be some value to think about it to help you sort things out (if you're willing).
I can relate to that wanting something and not knowing what it is. It makes you wonder if when you actually had it, you'd even know if you had it. Kinda weird to think about. A good place to start might be to think about when that empty feeling comes around. When does that feeling creep up on you?
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