so, a few weeks ago, I deactivated facebook (to get away from the crap for awhile) & my boyfriend still has it. my sister text me & said he's adding alot of girls (which he always did have female friends, like I have male friends) but now my head is just thinking crazy. we have been thru so much in this past year & he said before if he didn't wanna be with me, he'd tell me. he doesn't sugarcoat things, he specifically said he'd never cheat too. his actions pretty much mean he wants to be with me but I can't help this thinking & it drives me crazy.

we were on a break a few weeks ago which honestly, lasted about 2days. he text me & said he missed me, was miserable & asked to see me. he even gave me my promise ring back. I was sick last week & he drove 45mins away (he lives that far from me) to stay the night & take care of me.

so I always been told to follow my heart but lately my head has been fighting it. how do I stop this??