Feeling really tired. Woke up after getting an appropriate amount of sleep but couldn't get out of bed for over two hours. Just dreading another day of being at home alone, trying to make sense of why I feel so drained all the time. Can't ever feel rested enough.

Trying to think of all that I'm thankful for so that my attitude changes, hoping that my feelings will change along with it.

I miss being happy and joyful. I miss feeling goal-oriented and purposeful in life. Who am I now? What is my truth? And what it is I'm supposed to do in this life? Keep telling myself to stop thinking so much and to just be still so that the answers will come.