Waking up with a heavy depressed feeling every day for some time. I see the doc today hoping to try another med. I am hoping I can find one that doesn't wreck my chances of ever having a relationship. Its been 5 years of trying different anti depressants all of which left me with 100% sexual dysfunction. I don't see much point in continuing with my life if that is the choice I have - depression or sexual dysfunction. And in case anyone ia wondering yes I have tried alternatives. Its been a while since someone has suggested I try something and I haven't already tried it or it isn't a ridiculous suggestion. This has to be some kind of cruel joke right?