Dear Ian,
I rarely do this, write a response to a specific person who replies to my thread. Usually I just lump everyone together in one post. It saves time and space. But this time I think I need to seperate you out and say this. You have not failed me in anyway. If we were close in proximity you would never be allowed to get to know me. When people can touch me physically they are a danger and I can't let them in. It is our distance that makes it possible for me to let you all get to know the inner me. This would not happen any other way. So please understand that though it may seem very little too you that you are allowed to do across the internet, it is more then anyone is allowed to do in real space.
Take care and feel peace,
Carrie

<font color=green>Not knowing when the dawn will come, I open every door.--Emily Dickenson