So lately I have been dealing with some stress, anxiety, et. That have caused me to self harm again. I am not looking for pity at all I just want to get my experience with self harm out there. So I first started "self-harming" when I was about ten. Whenever I got upset I wouldn't yell but I would punch myself in the legs, arms, etc. until I had very large bruises dome them. At this age I don't understand what self harm was I just did it. Later on when I was about thirteen I started cutting my fingers with an exacto knife. I had discovered what self harm was and this was my first step into the terrible world of self harming. A few months ago I began to slit my wrists with different blades. I was cutting deep enough to bleed. My friends saw this and reported me to the school counselor a few weeks ago. I haven't been back since but I hope to go next week to talk about aspergers and stuff. The past few days I've started cutting again due to a lot of jumbo jumbo shiz. So yeah that's it. Thanks for listening.
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