Hellion, sorry to hear you are feeling down. I have seen you posting before.

There are limits what you can do on SSI. The possibility of being disabled and collecting disability from Social Security should be explored.

There are also clubs in different parts of the country that cater to those with challenges such as you mentioned and find part time jobs with employers and help maintain good rapport.

It is the holidays and you could get temporary holiday work at retailers like stocking shelves or wrapping packages.

I appreciate seeing your posts on PC.