tell her she might see what is triggering it

as for happy do not worry about that just be .......for a set time u have no worries other then yourself wants and needs ......if u want to sleep for 7 days then sleep it your life your vacation

and the crash from mania is what is keeping u in your room unless u are making the choice to stay in .....the mania down swing is this for u

alls i can say is while u are where ever u are ....the odds of u seeing the ppl other then family ever again is silm to none ........so if u want to have a little fun by being someone else then have the fun (i mean if u are a quiet person at home then be crazy out of the town person that got shots for the whole bar ) for the next while u can do what ever u want .......only need to do the family stuff because they are family and that what u do

go get a good nights sleep and dream of moist turkey with all the trimmings and pies/cakes out the yin yang ...........currently i am eating with 1 lady that enjoys eatting turkey butt her boyfriend that is wearing her out ...this Egypt guy and his wife plus older brother his wife his kid my dad and myself ...........do u know how crazy this day is going to be and i am still going for the turkey

odds are i will say something to piss someone off at me today ...........that is why i made a pie here incase i have to leave before that point