Oh I think on the basis of everything you have said in regards to thoughts, feelings, energy and emotions it certainly sounds to me like you have experienced mania. This only happens if you are bipolar.

You need to work closely with your pdoc.

You need to find the right meds that work for you.

I too, sometime after I was initially diagnosed thought the pdoc had it ALL wrong and there was no way I had bipolar.

So I did not take meds.

It didn't end very well for me.