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Originally Posted by BubonicPlague
I am sexually attracted to angels. Especially the ones mentioned in the bible. I have been blinded by the beautiful western artwork depicting the archangel Michael, and I can't get over my attraction to him. I favor him out of anyone else in real life out of attractiveness.
It is taking me away from my new friend/potential date, and it makes me feel unfaithful.
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In order to feel unfaithful, one needs to have a long term partner who expects sexual fidelity. You do not have one at this juncture. What you have is, as you aptly put it, a potential date. How can you be faithful to a potential date? How can you be unfaithful to a potential date? You cannot do either, because a potential date is just that.
Overall, the amount of self-criticism and the grossly unrealistic expectations you set for yourself are alarming. This is not good. You need to cut yourself not SOME slack, but a good deal of slack.