There is pressure to be happy while on vacation and that can add to the stress. A few years ago my parents took my family on a 2 week vacation. One week in Florida and the next week a cruise. I should have been out of my mind excited about a trip like that, but I wasn't. And although there were lots of fun times on that trip it was hard to be "up" for 2 weeks.

I generally don't like to travel much due to the pressure to be happy and enjoy it- I never know what my mood will be. We take an annual vacation to a lake where my folks have a condo and on that trip I don't feel the pressure bc it's basically like being home away from home (plus we can go whenever we want)

Hang in there- when do you go home? Please, please don't si anymore. You don't have to.